>> take me to your heart..

fabricating ~~lies~~ to cover up the truth, was just ~~not~~ the right thing to do. and if this was destined to be ~~our~~ ending, then we should ~~end~~ it gracefully too. holding back my tears on our last goodbye, ~~our~~ love did not last but at least we tried. i ~~did not~~ have the courage to say this in front of you, but as you turn your back and walk away, i can only grimace and say... " iloveyou.. "

M I C H E L L E

all those ~~beautiful~~ memories
are buried with my tears
its just an empty illusion
which ~~disappears~~ with time
now my heart is shattered
into bits and pieces
with those thoughts of YOU
imprinted deep inside my mind
no amount of tears
can bring YOU back once more
i am bleeding deep within
because of the plight we are in
did fate play a part
or was the fault with us?

-me;MICHELLE-

Friday, March 03, 2006

hahas damn stupid la lame old stupid fridays; geog, 2 maths and 2 languages they can really blow ur mind off. i jus feel like slping in class. estelli's having fever so she nv come sch today. funny woman la she. she said she wanted to fall sick to skip school and when she really falls sick she say very xin ku. -.-ll self contradicting. gd los she nv come sch then slacking at home while we are in sch falling aslp. lucky today no hw if not she confirm die one. and pls do not leave so many books under ur table until friday its damn heavy u know. lols. anyway get well soon estelli! miss ur blurness hahas. o ya and i just realised among the 6ofus everyone was absent before except mi i got full attendance :D and i m proud of it hahas. next tym it shall be my turn but i jus carn get sick.

anyway i was like gng to slp ytd nite after a long day, then some sentences just hit the back of my head. ahha i got my inspiration;- another poem. my sis scolded me crazy cos i was like disturbing her slp with the damn bright table lamp. i spent abt 1hr plus on the poem though i was real tired but i just felt like penning down every word in my head. so after some editing which took me abt another half an hr, there it was, my masterpiece. bits and pieces of it are spread around this blog- the scroll line on top of the border and the first page. :)

i m damn fustrated now cos i was trying to 'repair' the music on the blog then waste so much tym still crank up. no sound;-shit. i shall not be vulgar with my wrds cos the computer wont react and the music carn come bac. waste my saliva. lalalala i m off to bathe cos i gt nth to type and i dun feel like maple-ing its getting real dumb la just carn lvl and it takes such a long time to get into pq. and wanchin is ahead of mi by 2 lvls dun wan chase liao so hard she play like wat 5hrs a day while i play like wat, less than 5hrs a week?

still thinking of YOU at 5:34 PM

`she IS.

tanyingtingmichelle
14 going on 15
chungchenghighmain
~~six-five/khs~~
~~1fg`o4~~ ~~2fg`o5~~
3jt`o6
bballroxmiwurl_13@hotmail.com
13th november 1991

`she LOVES.

basketball
manchester united
wayne rooney & van nistelrooy <3
fabregas & alonso & gerrard :)
sunrise and sunsets
sparkling stars in the night sky
IDIOTSproduction
3justice06
6ofus :D
Z-JEMS©XD

-thisiswhatIam;MICHELLE.